A eMotive cLown..paRt 1

" Dear : beloved mailbox

Hi , nice to meet u !

I would like to tell you something secretly : I had fell in love.

She is a form 4 girl , Terasa , study in the 4c . She is the sweetheart of all boys in school , and me , is the luckiest ones out of them. I had been writing countless letters to her but to no avail. Yet , i received her first reply last week . The letter is short , with just a few lines of words in appreciation of the letters i had wrote to her , is enough to make a book. I hold her letter , reading it on and off . I feel that , first time in my life , the words taste sweet ! I covered it with a layer of plastic and made it as a pillow when i slept , experiencing an out-of-body. Ahh!! I wish to write poetry for her , but much more in composing music. In this world , she is the only one who deserves to be worthy of my poetry , my music. Last night , i tossed and turned in bed getting hard to sleep. Some people say , people who get into first love , their hearts just like the ' five tastes bottle ' . This is no exaggeration to use the word to describe.

Beloved mailbox , please bless for me!

With love ,
Henry Fang "


Henry Fang is one of my students who study in the 4A.

At that time , i adjusted a unvisible mailbox for the purpose of arousing the interest of students in language. The students are set to write a letter to the unvisible mailbox weekly
, no matter how long is it and how the content is. They can write down the problem and difficulty they encounter in learning ang life , discussing it frankly , the mailbox will try to help finding a way to resolve it.

All the students like this such a innovative idea so much . All full of ethusiasm , writing 'vigorously' . I have astonished that they might be the follower of the saying ,' silence is gold 'usually. Yet , in writing to the beloved mailbox , they start to deliver a harangue. A great many of secret that never say now are pouring out by them without reservation. And me, as a 'moderator' of mailbox, need to avoid moralising hastily as much as possible apart from keeping the promise not to leak out the secret. I try to be a friend with them , to have an intimate talk with them. Finally , i gain the trust of them increasingly , knowing more secret of them.

Now , gaze at the letter of Henry Fang , i were be deep in meditation.

A tUrning pOint

just realise tat how childish is me...

doing the innocence thing everyday...

indulging with my silly dream....

stick in my world all the day....

i ever thing about that one day i gonna to become an adult...

ever consider to learn coping with problem...

that is why every time i turn to be an escaper when i face some problem...

never have an idea to confront with it.....

There is no denying the fact that i am a coward thoroughly....

i really scare to deal with problem.. .it is dificult and terrible thing to me......

As in my world , everything will go on without a bottleneck....

i were enjoying.....

Got no problem with me...

i wouldnt get into hot soup...

the feelings of cold feet.....

Obviously, i will be more happier in my would...

thus ,i love there indeed...

Admitedly my horizon will be in limit...

I can't really get the true meaning of dangerous..

i just having simplest life in my world....

All bad thing was simply came across witout abode....





I almost have a mind that i wll be there everlastingly...

An adult life may be an unmanageable condition for me....

i hope my life can take a hold on the childhood with the permission of time...

nonetheless , it seems that i cant attain the permission....

With the time passed by , i become more conscious ..

I need to get out of my world...

to learn dealing with problem...

The child like mind has to be reset...

Now , i no more a child....

but my dream will still be here...

you will get a progress that is created by me...

HaVe a prospect now....

Let starts it......

1 dAy&_&

ScHoOl liFe iS wOnDerFuL...^_@















It is new to me for opening blog...





Everything seems to be a Greek to me...




haha^^

NeVer miNd....


I learn it little by little..


Sure later i will be a master of it....


tOday nothing special..but..holiday starts...^@^



A special experience i got this morning....feels nice^^


wake up 9:15 , finish my breadfast, and then.............


go school.......haha^^



It is scary to be caught by that "mediterranean" teacher...


my big-name will be chiselled on the disciplin boOk....~~~>.<~~~



but, luck will always by my side.....



My friend with me walked around the school fair ang square....



aMaZinG!!!^@^


We just hang around the office...^^



nEw eXrerience....i haven't try it before...^^



I finally notice that the signature of our headmaster is difficult to get....



need to wait a long time before "reap the harvest"........^^